Okaaaay, I admit it.
Lately, I’ve been a little antsy, impatient, on edge, anxious… Well, you get the idea.
I think this stems from my overworking/under-sleeping state. Meaning, I know this will pass.
But I just can’t believe it’s 2013 and that March is almost over! Spring is hours away! (Not that you can tell with Winter Storm Ukko spitting out this snowy, sleety, slushy yuckiness). I can vividly remember my excitement when 2013 started, feeling like so many things were about to shift. I felt change was approaching, big change. I think I even wrote about this! Yes, yes, I did!
Yet, these last couple of weeks I’ve been searching high and low, low and high, and that change? I don’t see it coming. Not even a speck on the horizon. Not even when I squint real hard, rub my temples and concentrate. I just can’t see it.
You haven’t even sent me a meaningful dream in a while. Ahem, hint, hint.
Now I’m actually not even a fan of change, but I spent many months in 2012 preparing for this change everyone (okay mostly horoscopes) kept mentioning. Throw in a couple of spiritual readers, a few intuitive friends and well, you can see why my expectations were high.
BUT. I’ve been trying to ease my nerves with this mantra. I’ve been telling myself that you, Universe, know exactly when the timing is divine, not me. So it really doesn’t matter what I think or how I feel, I just have to trust that you know what you’re doing. And I trust that you do. I trust that in time things will make sense, things will be clearer and it will be even better than I imagined.
That’s right. I trust that. Pretty impressive, right?
That’s why I had to laugh when I came across this little sign. Do I dare disturb the Universe?
Nope. I don’t. I won’t. I promise.
Well, for at least today… and possibly tomorrow. 🙂